I can’t find him lately, for some reason he avoids me.
No particular reason for him to be gone.
Every moment I search for him around the house.
Eyes are heavy and in pain, only he can help.
Distorted visions start to haunt me and yet he is still not here.
Sitting on the bed praying he will be back in a while.
Little hope left of seeing him again, maybe I should seek help somewhere else.
Eexhausted I can bearly move yet can’t close my eyes.
Eever bit of energy drained to conjure him in front of me without luck.
Pills, isn’t there a better solution?